I've known others who have died more closely, but it never felt the same. We weren't even friends, just connected by her husband's family, people that I've known most of my life and loved for that long, too. This beautiful woman that I met a handful of times, the last being likely a decade ago, didn't just die. She was missed first, and very publicly, and then murdered, all alone in a far away land and I just can't stop feeling the sorrow for those who loved her. She was three years older than I and all I really know is that she traveled to fulfill a passion for capturing moments and spaces with photos, something I've loved for as long as I can remember, and she'll never go back home. I can hardly make sense of what happened, and I'm sure I'm not alone. For 11 days, my mind has gone back to Sarai and I pray that she wasn't scared, didn't feel terrified and alone, and that it was over quickly. I pray for her family that lost her so soon, too soon, and that they will find peace and closure in a way that only God can provide. I pray for myself, that I won't take for granted those I love & hold dear and that I'll love more and forget the things that wouldn't matter if I was gone tomorrow.
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I'm just writing with Heather today. I have been absent from here, and have wanted to come back and share things many times, but each time I tried, my fingers froze and my voice was gone. However, I could not imagine writing about anything without acknowledging this tragedy. Sarai Sierra was a friend of our family and I'm still broken up for her family. I cannot believe what has happened to her and I have this unexplainable hurt. If you're so inclined, I'm sure that her family would appreciate your prayers for them in this terrible, sad time.
Horrible tragedy! It's always been unsafe for women to travel alone. and it hasn't improved over the years. It's not just Turkey either. Women are vulnerable, no matter how self assured they might feel, they are still prey for unsavory characters. That's why I always would tell you girls to always be aware of your surroundings........remember? I always feared for you as well. I've been praying for her family and especially the boys that are now without their Mom! Very sad indeed! Love you, G
ReplyDeleteHey, here I am again! Mostly to say that this makes my heart hurt, and I'm praying for you and your friends and family. There aren't any answers in situations like this. The only thing to do is cry and to mourn and to love one another better, with or without words. Hugs to you, sweet friend, today and always. xx
ReplyDeleteA worthy reminder for us all to value the moments with those we love, even if they're not all perfect ones. I'm deeply sorry for your loss. It seems most difficult when the victims are young, and are he victims of violence. Always a shame, no matter how close or far. Embrace that in yourself, for its what makes us writers...
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