As we get closer to Gabe beginning the nursing program full time, I have new things to worry about (surprise, right?). Although honestly, they're not new at all because I've already been thinking on them for a while. Things like How will we make this work with only my income? What if we don't make it work and then Gabe has to work while going to school and we never ever see each other? Will we still like each other if we never get to spend fun time together?
And then I remember that we dated & were engaged long distance for almost 4 years before, and that we had far less invested into 'us' at that time, and darnit- WE ARE DOING THIS FOR US NOW ANYWAY. I doubt that life would get any easier for us if he didn't finish his degrees and we waited until forever to start having babies and yada yada yada, so this really just makes sense, right? Anyway- it's only for a season, just like the spring is upon us, this season will come and go, and 18 months from now, we'll both be beaming with pride and thankfulness, I'm sure.